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Friday, August 14, 2009

i'm back!

hey guys. :] i'm back. i was just looking through this and i'm thinking i want to start it again. thanks to everyone who has commented on my blogs! i'm sorry i didn't get back to you. i've been so busy lately.
but this summer has been kind of bad for me... i did have fun, i went a lot of places, but then when i wasn't going anywhere, i kinda mostly sat at home on my ass.
and i can feel myself getting bigger and bigger. i tried to deny it at first, but now i can't. i'm gaining weight, no doubt about it. i've pretty much stopped caring about my weight and eating whatever. but look where that got me. no, i don't want to be starving myself and counting every calorie and being miserable. but i feel disgusting when i gain weight.
so i guess i need to find a happy balance.


Saturday, January 03, 2009

hold your breath, because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you.

2009 is going pretty good so far. =] how is it for you guys?

really happy moment... the other night, my family and my crush's family went out to pizza hut for dinner. (ew...) i pretty much hate eating in front of other people, especially guys. i mean, i've grown up and i don't think they're all thinking "ew, fatass" and watching me in disgust. but i still feel kind of awkward doing it.

so i just got like a small piece of pizza and two breadsticks, and his parents kept saying that they needed to fatten me up. haha. and my crush said "if my girlfriend ate more like that, she might lose some weight". it was joking, of course, but it still made me smile. =] =]


Monday, December 29, 2008

bleghh.

the holidays did not go very well for me. i have been gaining since november and now i'm back up to 120. UGHHHH. i will redo all my side things, so i can start all over from the beginning. sigh.

2009 will be my year. i can do this. i have to do this.


Friday, December 19, 2008

it's beginning to look a lot like christmas!

haha. excuse the cheesy song quote in the title.

today was my last day of school before CHRISTMAS BREAK! and i'm so freaking excited. not so much for christmas actually as much as just time off of school... haha. i'm not really much in the christmasy mood this year, but i will try to get into it before the 25th! anyway, today was filled with lots and lots of junk food and candy and such because our classes were mainly parties. i passed out candy canes and starbursts to my friends. =] but i designated today as my free binge day pretty much.

that means i'm promising myself that i can splurge freely without feeling guilty for one special day, then the next day, eat totally healthy and work out hard to make up for it. i've started to compensate for it already, as (haha i just noticed i forgot to finish this sentence last night) i've been doing sets of pushups, crunches, lunges, squats, etc. etc. and now i actually feel sore. :] that just means it's working haha.

i'm also devoting these next sixteen school-free days (from tomorrow until january 4th) to reinventing myself. meaning i want to spend them trying to change some of my flaws so that when i come back, i will be prettier, smaller, leaner, stronger, thinner, faster, smarter, more confident, more everything. i'm even more excited because i have very little homework over the break to distract me from it all.

wish me luck lovelies <3

by the way, good luck to everyone else! happy holidays!


Saturday, December 13, 2008

you're just damage control.

my intake for the past few days has been too embarrassing to post. tomorrow i'm getting back on track.

the only thing keeping me at least semi-happy is my grades on my last report card.
all a's, except for one 89 in algebra.
now to focus on finishing off the semester with straight a's. when christmas break comes i will be able to relax. but then i have the eoc's in january. ahhh. they are like the equivalent of college exams. at least from december 20th to january 4th, i'll have a bit of a distraction.
i'm wondering if i should put off my 100 pound goal. maybe until my birthday? that's february 7th. that will give me more time to focus on other things, and do it at a healthier-ish pace. but i still want to be under 110 after christmas break is over. (i'm 114 now. :/)



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